Yeah. Here it goes. I’m 19. Dropped out of school. Nothing going on in my life. My best friend has just stopped talking to me, probably for good. I’ve been in love with this girl for the past year or so but I haven’t talked to her since the last we saw(a year ago) I just got the courage to try and talk to her. Just talk to her. She doesn’t want to because she thinks it’s weird. I’ve been thinking about suicide for about two years now but it was only until a month ago that I actually came close to going through with it. Today everything has spiraled down. I have absolutely no one to confide in besides my therapist. But she’s no help. I feel like going up to a random stranger and asking them for help. The thing is. Nobody really gives a shit. At least not the people I want to. I really don’t see any point in it all. I don’t really know what I’m asking for here. Just kinda like a last ditch effort, I guess. Anybody wanna say anything?