I used to do well in school, getting A’s all the time. Making my parents happy.
I then fell in love, and being in love with someone who doesent return the favor, is tiring.
Im emotionally and physically tired, and i just want to sleep.
I want to sleep forever. Which sounds weird, because i know death isnt like sleeping, i wont be dreaming, i will just be dead.
But that sounds the closest i can get to the feeling i want.
Im trying so hard to be what everyone wants me to be.
But I know i just let everyone down.
Im tired. And i think.
Its time to rest.
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That poem relates 2 me 2 I feel dead inside and soon I will b on the outside but I will hang on if u do please stay the world will get better we will b saved I know it we are all just outcasts, lone wolves on a mission 2 stay alive but it’s hard but if all of us lone wolves come together we will become a pack no longer alone be we will survive I know it.
What you described sounds to me like symptoms of depression /medical condition, not just mood or something/.
When you are sensitive one, unfulfiled love can bring you a lot of sadness and emptiness. It is a part of process of mourning which should get slowly better after weeks-to-months, with occasional ups and down. If it would not get better after that time, I recommend to contact som psychotherapist or psychiatrist. Sometimes we get stuck in our life processes and we need help from outside of us. Help and support from friend is fine, but to have professional and independent help is important as well.
I hope you get better soon, Hugo
emogirl1995,
I agree with you too. I hope we all make it….