I’m just fed up with life in general, Â being a good person doesn’t get you anywhere, people don’t appreciate what you do, they don’t bother to see how you’re doing or how you feel. You constantly help others out, doing favors for them listening to their stories, going out of your way to help them, but you’ll get no reward for this instead you’ll just be pulled down further (not referring to the people on this site). You can’t stop being a good person because you’ll end up hating yourself because you’ll feelÂ selfish, I’m always helping others in some way or another and it makes me sick to see how unappreciative they are, part of me thinks they’ll change but I know that won’t happen. I’m just a nice guy who hasn’t had any luck anywhere, I’ve tried to kill myself twice already, I guessÂ miracleÂ boy here isÂ Â Â doomed to be depressed for 80 years, I’ve had no girlfriend at all I came close once but then she straight out hated me for no reason. theres no one out there for me and chances are if there is I’ll never meet her, I know I should change but it’s not a quick fix, eventually you get tired of living dealing with other people’s bullshit, in the end at least I can say I’ve helped out many people, maybe they’ll look back and thank me one day, or maybe they’ll walk on my grave.
nice guys finish last, but some don’t finish at all