Can I just say that I think it’s absolutely hilarious that they have the suicide prevention hotline right on the homepage for the SUICIDE project. Can you say counterproductive? But what really is the goal of this site? to let all of us worthless and useless individuals commingle to the point where our overwhelming self-pity literally chokes us to death? What is the point of this site? SoMeBoDy, plEASe tell me!?! To tell eachother about the horrible things that have happened to us, that have made us depressed and crazy, what’s the point?
I will ask you this; as a depressed person, (now look into the depths of that black pit that once held your soul, ok,) do you think that you feed your misery with other people’s misery? Because I know that I did, and I think ThAt, my loves, is the point of this site. To mash together all of our collective sorrows until, just maybe, one of us will buck up enough courage to AcTuAlLy pull the fucking trigger. Because if none of us dies, then that’s not only going against what this site is for, but it’s going against the CoNcEpT of what this site is for.
I know I could’ve used this site a whole friggin bunch about 3 months ago, but luckily for me I have found the perfect boyfriend to distract me from the loving arms of death.
Oh, please please please ssoooomebody respond to this; i want to make sure that not everyone who writes here is an imbecile.
(and before you haters start going on about how much of a ***** I am, #1:Â I KNOW. #2: I’m not trying to be mean, I’m serious. #3: PLEASE TELL ME THERE’S A SMART PERSON OUT THERE, IN THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD. PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!)
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im stupid as fuck so i say im smart. this site is a place to say i wanna die or to say well you thought the elasitc cord would hold but maybe you should try homedepot the sell pleanty of rope and chain. shit like that flows easy and if you notice half the shit we say here would lock us in the hospital, csu, or jail. so have fun all night or day just dont place bag over head may cause choke hazard
I don’t think this site’s intention is suicide prevention. The prevention links and phone numbers are put here (in my opinion) for appearances only. This is the only site I’ve ever seen or been on where people can lay out their plans for suicide in drastic detail and not have the authorities called on them for it. And yeah, I’m sure being able to vent or rant about one’s fucked up life experience is cathartic. There’s a lot of morons that post things and I think they’re assholes and also mocking those of us with real issues. But there have also been some wonderful thoughts posted here as well by genuine people; and one thing I noticed right away was that most of them are NOT mentally ill in any way. Yes you are a ***** for what you said here but you clearly haven’t read much of the site if you haven’t seen the good kinds of posts I speak of. And there have been people who have killed themselves after coming here. (I’m about to be one of them).
I do find comfort in sharing my misery but it’s also empty too. No one else knows what my pain is like and vice versa. But there is a temporary sense of relief that one isn’t alone in their despair. Especially when that despair has a lot to do with this seriously fucked up society we’re all expected to be so well-adjusted to. I’m glad you found a man to complete your existence. That’s not enough (and even impossible) for some people to be fulfilled by. I get the vibe that you’re a teenager (or have the mentality of one) because wanting to know the purpose of the site is one thing, but to mock people is simply cruel and immature. (Even your title “hehehe” is juvenile).
But I’m glad you posted this because under that veil of sensitivity you try to project I sense hostility and a mean spirit, if I’m wrong then okay but it’s just my feeling. There’s another handful of people here, or maybe it’s one person I don’t know, who I feel come here in an attempt to “save” everyone by posting tales of botched suicide attempts in an effort to frighten people; and of course the ones who think Jesus makes it all better. I find those just as irritating as I find yours. But it is what it is. I’ve encountered some awesome people here and wouldn’t take that back at all. Ultimately what someone gets out of it is their own business, including if someone is deterred from suicide or “saved” by Jesus.
anon 13 im afraid is gay. a gay dillusional from texas with an overbite issue. sorry for the dribbling nonsense.
Read above.
“Share your suicide story with others”
You blind?
“#3: PLEASE TELL ME THERE’S A SMART PERSON OUT THERE, IN THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD. PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!)”
You saying your boyfriend isn’t a smart person?
Okay. Now I’m done with that.
Now can I go on about how much of a ***** you are?
Kidding.
It is what it is, ma’am.
Wow…
Okay, firstly I really can see your point about the Suicide Prevention number on the site, does seem a bit daft.
However, regarding the rest of your post, I stumbled upon this site a couple of months ago, and since then have posted twice, and regularly check the site. The reason I posted was, admittedly, self-pitying, but also because I had no one else in the world who I could talk to. Here, it was as if people cared, or atleast acknowledged what the hell was going on for me. Through being able to offload to someone, I, like anon13, have met a couple of truly lovely people on here with whom I stay in contact with now without this website.
Once in a situation, many people can only see one solution, whereas people on the outside may be able to help by offering alternative suggestions. Of course, a select few come on to ridicule others, and can be quite insensitive, but for the whole, the users of this site are really good people, who got dealt a shit hand.
To me, it doesn’t matter if 1 person decided not to kill themselves after coming to this site, or 20, if it helps anyone, surely that is a bonus? And, for that matter, I don’t give a shit if people come on here for a cry for help or ‘attention-seeking’, obviously they need support one way or another?
I’m not dismissing your views, nor do I think you are a *****, particularly, because every one is ofcourse entitled to their opinion. But, if people disagree with your certain view, I have to say calling them ‘imbeciles’ or ‘stupid’ doesn’t feel overly necessary. I’m replying because that is what you asked users to do, I do not expect to be shot down and called names for opposing your thoughts. Maybe, if it angers you to this extent, about how this site is, and why it doesn’t meet your requirements, it would advisable not to visit it? I’m not being a *****, but maybe it’s worth a thought?
Also, blood doll suicide hand, please don’t feel the need to apologise for other members of this site, or attempt to humiliate or be rude to them. If they feel they need to, they can apologise themselves 🙂
Yes u do come off as *****. I haven’t read much of this site yet but I think its a good place to vent. I wish this site was available or I knew about it both times I tried. Its good to know someone out there has a faint idea of what your going thru. & you may never know some people may actually do what they say & their last post maybe their last cry to the world be a little compassionate & not make others feel stupid by posting what they are going thru. The worst suicide cases are the ones who are silent about it.
P.s. u were lucky u found something that has saved u but what happens when everything isn’t perfect in ur world, will u still think this site is riddiculous?
A lot of people come to this site in order to look for ways to end their life. But many end up continuing with life because of the postings and advice they get here. This blog represents both sides of suicide.
Well, this site does offer a place to vent. After all, if anyone can understand how I feel, he or she may very well be viewing this site. Venting may seem trivial to you, but it’s not for me.
i wanna die the way my father always tells me chocking on penis
I think this site serves whatever purpose an individual puts it to. If they are looking for a place to vent, someone to talk to, some kind of relief knowing there are others who feel the same (or worse), they can get it. If they are looking for advice, a place to plan their suicide, someone to create a pact with so they don’t have to die alone (or just so they can find the guts to go through with it), they can find that too. You get out of it what you put into it.