Where’s my life gone?

Born into a loving, caring. happy family. Life was so sweet then. What’s this bitterness that surounds me? Where did it come from? That’s right. It came from you. You were gone all through the night. In the morning, you were passed out on the couch. I remember the words you said to me that night. I was in my bedroom, I thought you were coming to tell me you love me and sweet dreams but you said “I’m not just divorcing your Mother, I’m divorcing you kids.” Those words are stuck to my brain. Why have you left me? What did I do wrong? Do you even love me? Do you know me anymore? I don’t know you. The man I knew loved me, took care of me, and would never ever hurt me. I remember crawling into you and Mom’s bed after a nightmare, and you would wrap your arms around me and shield me from the horrible things in life. Now, you have left me out in the open, allowing every horrible thing to come and kill my soul. One of those horrible things are you. You have cut my heart and soul into pieces. Not even trying to put the pieces back together. I’m your flesh and blood damnit. How could you do this to me? I don’t know why I even care. I probably care because you are my father, and you have hurt me for my life. I hate you, but I want you to come back to me and be the loving father you once were.