I’m trapped in a dark gray sad hole
the light is not there, all is very dull.
Light tries to find me, but I don’t let it come.
I just decide to stay, feeling helplessly numb.
I ask for help, but no one really hears
or maybe they do, because they notice my tears
They know when I’m at my breaking point, when I’m about to die.
but maybe we could of stopped this, if they listened to the first cry.
I can’t do this all alone
it seems like this is all I’ve ever known.
I wish someone would just listen to my silent scream
for someone to understand what I truly mean.
But when I was offered help, I refused.
I said I’m okay, but I’m really confused.
Maybe I don’t need anyone, or maybe I do.
maybe the only person I needed to help me, was you.
I know I have forsaken you, in so many ways.
And I know I deserve to be in hell for all of my days.
I don’t follow your word, and I do as I care.
I guess for you to ignore me, is only fair.
But that is now, and this was then.
I used to follow your word, way back when.
but you gave me no answers, helped not at all.
you let me feel dead, you had let me fall.
I just want a sign, to know you’re still here.
I want to know that you still love me oh so dear.
I want to know that you’re still real.
I want to know that you can still heal.
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What they do doesn’t help. What they say is ignored. How else can love be communicated