Okay fuck life im done i cant stand this anymore. I kept telling my self he cared, well obviously he doesnt if it has to get physical. Im just on here to say good bye. Im done i cant do this any more, i tried cutting that didnt work i just bled with no pain. Im so done with life that seemd to be the only thing that can hurt me. Well obviously life isnt important if it hurts so much.  It all ways has to change either its life thats hurting you or its love.  Well fuck life cause obviously  you have to have a life to have your heart broken. This world is better off with out me so good bye.  I hope all you people have a nice life cause i sure as hell didnt and probablly wont ever!! BYE!!</3
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i know what you mean…some kids in a place ware you can ride horses, i made pictures there and some of the kids just loved to use me for there fun… thy made me believe that a rather shy girl totally liked me and made me go to the girl and she at first liked me…but when i finely had the courage to ask her out i got to hear that it was just a game and i was the beat…and about a 40 people could lath with this…and i heard it back for about a month of 2.. so i guess it sort of is the same … life sucks and when you hope to loosen it up and share it with someone it just knocks you back 4 times as hard…
i know you don’t have a thing about this but just know your not the only one on here… people here you can always talk to… and most of m listen…
…ow and for now.. goodbye … but i hope it is not permanent… i hope to talk to you again…