i can’t do this alone.
i’m only 14 and all i want is death.
no one cares about me.
i know how stupid that sounds any everyone’ll be like, “oh your parents love you and care! so do your friends!” but it’s not true. my parents are hardly ever around and i have a 24 hour nanny. as for friends, they’re all suicidal. they’re all temporary. just like i am. all i want to do is talk. but there’s no one to talk to. yes, i cut. i’ve been baker acted once before due to a sever cut that was supposed to end my life. i was craving death and still am. i wouldn’t say i’m suicidal and acting on it, but death is all i ever think about. is there ANYONE that would take the time to even talk to me? please. it’s all i want. it would mean a lot to me. but maybe all i need is some attention. you know? i guess all i’m doing is waiting for that person to come along and sweep me off my feet. say the right words on how i’m feeling. TRY to make me feel better.
idk though..
contact info:
email: myxxforte@aim.com
skype: noahlovesyou
msn: wtfelsabe
oovoo: wtfjohnn
love, jackie
4 comments
I remember bein 14
Talk to your friend’s
face book not this
Don’t worry you’re not alone
I am a 17 year old girl and just by reading what you’ve written I can totally understand where you’re coming from
I will gladly listen to you if you want to talk
🙂
Hey Jackie… 14 years old, so young. I too remember being 14. That was a time when I thought the whole world was against me sometimes. We take everything to heart.
Why are your parents not around much?
Maybe you should tell them how you feel. You cannot keep something like this to yourself, not at 14, not at any age.
Im here to talk if you want. And I also have a group with over 500 members on facebook called ‘Families dealing with suicide’ You should come visit me there x
I’m thirteen! I’ll listen if you want to talk…that sounded less creepy in my head…my email is
masked.singer.1.20@gmail.com