i can’t do this alone.
i’m only 14 and all i want is death.
no one cares about me.
i know how stupid that sounds any everyone’ll be like, “oh your parents love you and care! so do your friends!” but it’s not true. my parents are hardly ever around and i have a 24 hour nanny. as for friends, they’re all suicidal. they’re all temporary. just like i am. all i want to do is talk. but there’s no one to talk to. yes, i cut. i’ve been baker acted once before due to a sever cut that was supposed to end my life. i was craving death and still am. i wouldn’t say i’m suicidal and acting on it, but death is all i ever think about. is there ANYONE that would take the time to even talk to me? please. it’s all i want. it would mean a lot to me. but maybe all i need is some attention. you know? i guess all i’m doing is waiting for that person to come along and sweep me off my feet. say the right words on how i’m feeling. TRY to make me feel better.