I think I might actually be chucking bipolar. I’m playin video games, and then I’m suddenly angry as fuck like right now and then I came down after a while everything ends up pissing me off. And to make matters fuckin worse my mind drifts often so I end up thinking about murdering his stupid ass and then I think about killing myself. Grrrr!!! I’m fuckin angry as fuck and the only thing I wanna do is airsoft but my dad doesn’t like weapons so he only likes using his fists to kick my ass but that’s all I wanna do other than video games. I wanna have a girlfriend but I can’t seem to say anything or do anything about anything to solve my fucking problems. I will never kill myself cuz I’m too much of a lazy ***** to do it
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maybe when u get mad or frustrated u could stop wut u r doin and take a deep breath or maybe take a walk outside untill u’ve calmed down
Take up martial arts— you sound like you’d be good at it, and it would definitely help even out that aggression!
Yeah I guess that can help I tried boxing but the classes were only on Saturday and yeah it didn’t work because I couldn’t go every weekend and since it was a gym I liked it