My problem is so unique and I wish I could say that is a good thing. It’s not my biggest problem but it occupies so much of my daily thinking that it is strong enough (when added to my other problems) to push me to kill myself. I am only 29 but if not for the ONE girl I found in high school……I would still be a virgin. Not a big deal one may say…..BUT…..I was born socially retarded…..I just can’t seem to get my shit together enough to have normal relations with the opposite sex. Oh I can carry on a conversation with girls in a public setting, I was just born without the tools needed to …….well……get laid! I have a wife and she is well aware of my problem. If I EVER met a girl willing to fuck me…..my wife would say “Please do! take the burden off of me!”. I am not good at anything except for suffering and fucking! I was born to be a porn star yet I was given this fucked up brain that is not capable of making the one thing that comes so naturally to everyone else…happen! I want to say that it’s not a big problem but it bugs the shit out of me EVERY DAY. I NEVER stop thinking about sex!!! EVER. It’s to the point now where the only way to make it stop is to cease living. Fuck it! whatever will make this mental jail go the fuck away! I just can’t take it anymore….my life is bullshit and I’ve had enough…..I am so lame….except for my ability’s in the sexual department…..fuck I hate to die just because of something so stupid! It’s supposed to come so naturally to a guy…..not for me at all! All I ever think about is how bad I want to do all the awesome things that go with sex BUT I am so socially retarded I can’t make it happen….fuck I hate me! I hope my tumor comes back so I can leave this bullshit behind! It’s either that or my other plan for my final breath…..
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You definitely don’t sound mentally retarded.
Ever tried hiring a hooker?
I didn’t say mentally retarded….I said socially retarded…I lack the social tools needed…