i seriously want to cut my self till i bleed out or jump of a bridgee… i am soo stupid i hate going out !!!! and no one gettss that because ists stupid and i know that but i still freakk out every time i even think about going out my room and people just make fun of that make me feel like a lacy fukin hur. and maybe they are right am a lazy fukin hurr…
i just want to end this madness in my head
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): i don’t think your lazy, and try not to jump off a bridge of cut yourself… i’m sure you have many people who care about you and want you to live, and i myself hope that you find the strength to live as well. either way, i wish you the best luck, and peace foryour mind. (: take care
i know theres people that love me … they just dont get me they dont trust me when i tell them im not ok that there jokes and the coments they make. make me fill like an insignificant piece of shit
I know exactly how you feel about not wanting to go out. I haven’t left these four walls since December for anything other than councselling.
And even when I go to that, I have to walk through a car park. When someone walks close to me, I feel really nervous, and full of anxiety. I just want to get away. I rush whenever I walk because I feel scared, but I don’t know what of. I just don’t want to leave, and everyone tells me that going out will help me but I just can’t do it. I can’t face it.
I don’t know if this is the same as you, but its my experience of it.
): you are not insignificant, you are wonderful, you are unique and you are you. i understand that they are so horrible to you, they have no reason to be, i wish i could make them take it all back and help you more…
it exactly the same solus4 !!!
they tell me that if i go out i will eventually be ok with it but I cant.
they want me to go to a therapist but i cant, that anxiety we feel when we go out is actually very common.
http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Have-Agoraphobia/1158242
I can relate Eloisa.I start going nuts in busy areas with lots of people