what happens when you die? is it just blackness like some people tell me or is there really a “heaven” and when you die you see your ones that has passed before you? not many people will mind when i die i mean nothing to no one…no one needs me around i would die right now if i could but im scared to see what the other side is and what might happen and if i do die my little cousin she looks up to me ive saved her once she almost killed her i was so scared that i lost her i didnt know what to do but if i die then she might as well and i cant have her died she has alot to live for and and needs to be alive but i just cant live anymore ive taken up drugs and drinking even tho im so young ive cut my wrist so many times and i cant stop because the pain helps me forget about everything going on in life there just nothing else to do i want to jump off our brige in our town its pretty high and no one will make it alive if they jump and i want to have the feeling of falling before i hit the ground i just dont know what to do now i need help i have no one im so alone in the world all my “friends” have left when i started the drugs and cutting my dad left when i was 1 so i have no dad and my mom is just to busy with work and my older sister to care about what i do because my sister is everything you could ever want in a child shes prefected and my mom wants me to be just like her but im not im nothing like that and i never will be she doesnt like how i am she cant deal with me because im different and not like her no one understand how i feel and its just so hard to tell how i feel and i dont know what to do one of these days im gonna just go crazy and hurt everyone i care for but i cant talk to anyone about this because no one will listen to a thing i say and why would they im the least of there problems i just need help on what i should do?? i just dont understand?
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Please get the help you so deserve. There are places in most every community where you can get help for free, or for very low fees. Save yourself, please, so you can help us to build a more loving world. You have gifts and talents you’ll never find or be able to use when you disrespect yourself. Learn in therapy why you have come to treat yourself so poorly. Stop defining yourself based upon your mistakes, or upon others’ negative opinions of you. You are a child of the universe. We need your light and your love. But first you have to give that love to yourself. You began to do that when you posted on this site.
Suicide: What Really Happens, by Jon Kilmo, Pamela Heath.
You can do a search death without fear. You’re etheric body (your Spirit) will go to the realm that matches your vibration. The more love you have in your vibe the higher you go, the less, then you’ll end up in a lower dimension. The law of attraction is what rules here. Good luck.
You almost certainly cease to exist, and it’s exactly what it was before you were born — nothing whatsoever.