Only thing I’d regret, i know it sounds dumb

Ok needless to say I’m more than ready to go. Only thing that’d really bother me is I have never had sex with another girl before ever. I’ve never really been with a girl that long either. The most I’ve ever done was kiss one long ago. Hell I’ve never even done anything like cybering or sending pictures or a webcam. I know it sounds petty and it probably sounds selfish but it really does bother me. Telling me “oh its no a big deal, don’t worry, etc etc” doesn’t make it better. Ok I’m done with my rant… I need to go.