People talking behind mine back.
I can hear their words
a mile away.
Mocking and laughing
it hurts to breath.
What did i do wrong
i can see your eyes piercing me.
Am i the freak that you can taunt
or am i just another victim.
Would anyone think this is bullying?
I dont want to be the center of attenion.
I dont want anyone’s attenion.
Why can’t they leave me alone?
Maybe if i die then you wont have to look at me.
But sadly i can’t
i made a promise i can’t break.
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Very understandable. I’m sorry that people make fun of you. I- well, I STILL go through that. Thought it would end with high school but I was quite wrong. The way I see it is that people are going to make fun of you. They will look for anything. You breathe the wrong way, you’ll be made fun of. It is a pain that people don’t just keep comments to themselves, however I, as well as practically everyone else is guilty of doing the same thing. I just think it’s an unfortunate part of human nature. I really hope that it’s not so bad that you are tempted to attempt suicide and I hope that everything clears up for you. I don’t know if you’d feel like it but I have skype and an open ear, so if ya feel like it we could talk. Just make a comment if you’d want that or not, I would understand either way.
You need to fight for your right to belong and not allow others taunts to affect your self esteem. Find out why that is. Life tests everyone’s steel at some point, doesn’t matter who you are. So look inside and see why you’re feeling beat up. Whatever people say that ‘s negative is about them and has nothing to do with you whatsoever. Be motivated by the love you have for yourself and not the fear people project at you. When you’ve gotten a handle on that, you’ll be going in a better direction. Good luck.