Hello.
I’m coping with depression. I started to see someone about it and I’m currently waiting to see her today. I feel like things are pretty much impossible. Me being my usual pessimistic self believes that I will not find happiness. I have someone who really loves me, but that doesn’t seem to be enough. I used to think that maybe if I had someone who loves me I would feel a little better about myself and about my life.
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what are your goals?
@numerical: My goals are to stop feeling like the only way is to commit suicide. I want to be happy. I want to be happy for more than a couple hours. When I do actually smile, hours later my depression is 10x worse.
Hello,
I guess I can completely relate to you, maybe even more so than you think. At 20 years old only, I just feel like I’ve completely given up. I just don’t see the point in much. I thought I had someone who loves me, but he’s just dumped me because I scared him with my depression and now he’s saying he ‘needs space’. I don’t feel like I can find happiness at all and just don’t see the point. I wish there was some medium in between this and death, like being able to just go to a place where no one who hurts me could be there and I could just be surrounded by the people who love me and nothing could go wrong, just ultimate peace. Seems pretty unfair that theres no other option 🙁 I hope you find the happiness you deserve though
@20indespair: thank you for taking the time to read my post, I’m sorry I haven’t replied any sooner. I hope you do as well.. Life just seems like shit..
What else do you feel you need?
@Graychameleon: I feel like I need to see a reason to living. I don’t currently..
I UNDERSTAND so much, we have the same situation… idk what to do either.. But i know talking helps, if you ever need anything im here for you. you can private message me nicachicki13@hotmail.com 🙂
You have my number if you want to talk.
there is help and there is hope. Therapy is a big part of that, and you may need some medication for your depression for awhile. Please take very good care of yourself. Your life is precious.
@lisarich: Thank you, I’m about to talk to someone about medication