The prison of mirrors… we can’t see,
Yet trapped we are… by its reflection,
It sees all fear and watches our downfall,
It will rip all lies and pride from the soul.
You are all… all that you hate,
Force fed memories, suffer humiliation,
Victim of darkness, of the inner hidden kind,
I am the eye within the gleam,
Shatter before a mirror that stares into (a shallow soul).
Poison yourself… revel in waste,
Poison yourself, in the name of evil… destroy yourself.
I will always be the reason to hate your self,
Mirrors… will oppress your mind,
And follow all… all that you hide,
Blind, step inside a subconscious warfare to guide the oblivious,
Mirrors of torture, unforgiving expose your sins,
Your suicide by the mirror’s shattered blade.
Lyrics from Prison of mirrorsfrom Xasthur
The darkest most depressing music ever crafted by mankind.
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Yep, im ignored even here. Good bye everyone.
Brandon what are you saying? I could never ignore you you’re my friend.
Ya i no ur my friend, im just a fucking loser. Im no good a friend.
You’re not a loser. You’re a good friend. I’ve never felt a bond like this before. I have you and Anna to thank for that.
Ok…….
Brandon if something’s bothering you do you want to talk about it?
I HATE LIFE.
Did something happen today?
I took an sol and passed but it doesnt make me feel better. I am constntly thinkn negative.
Scream. Let it out. Break something. Or just talk to me I’ll listen and don’t hurt yourself.
i got the urge to cut.
I don’t know whether to stop you or talk you out of it but if you cut I’ll take my blade and do it too.
I wannnnnt toooooo, but i dnt wnt u 2 cut cuz of me
It’s okay I’m used to the pain. I’ll cut with you if you want to.
Noo, i wont,
You’re not lying to me are you Brandon? I know how bad the urges get. I’ve got my blade ready, I cleaned it and it’s sitting right here on my desk.
Uhhh im cutting, Only me, not you
No Brandon I’m there with you every step of the way. I’m cutting too right now. Wow the blood is so pretty.
Brandon are you okay? My arm’s bleeding. I’ll keep on going until you answer me.
Im here stop it bleeing or god sakes
My mom made me do something, my arm stopped bleeding now
33 slashes for you sweet boy i feel dizzy n i wanna vomit
🙁 No whyd you do that 4 me, i did 14 slashes up my arm, Stop it bleding, andage it or umthing Girl
dont worry about me ill be ok
Ok please never do that again ever, Promise me.
i promis if u promi shitt
where are you guys from?
I pomise…. and im from virginia
That’s where my friend is from. He took the SOL too. Then choked during a band audition. 🙁
How are you doing now?
well im doin good, alittle woozy from bleeding, Sorry , how r u doing
seems most are from the us, im from the uk. you still cutting?
No not now. I realy feel good after all that cuttn. Just sad that Liz doneitto.
oh i passd out im ok
ive never done that, i cant use a knife, well sharp stuff, i could never do it that way. needs too much pressure. liz is Umbra_Artist? it’s still early for you, well i guess almost 7pm?
liz is my name don,tfall in luv wit it i feel weird 7:47pm
Dam ;( umbra Liz im sorry
fall in love with it? well i said 7, i was only an hour out. see i’d of done somwthing tonight, but i drink and it makes me more lively for a little bit. it’s anoying i guess
its ok brandon manitoba,canada bamuel
how anoying everyone is far away, see, cant just call anyone anytime.
Ya
bamuel sorry just weird talk
Liz i feel guilty
don’t im ok now i stopped bleeding
how are you now Brandon?
Still alittle woozy, but good. You
on cloud9 haha
haha ya cuttin can make you feel that way
yeah except i wasn’t sad when i did it. I just feel bad for making you feel like you were ignored I’m sorry
🙁 im sorry, Im sorry.
Nah it’s ok that’s what friends are for
Ok I hope we always be friends, some how
of course. We’ll be friends 4ever. pinkie swear. I love you. My cuts were for you. At least that makes me happy looking at my arm. :]
As my cuts were for you
thanx Brandon.
Ur welcome, wat color eyes u got
Brown but not as pretty as your gray eyes
I bet they are, my eyes aret pretty
Thank you that was nice, and of course your eyes are pretty. I may not see them but I can imagine that they’re beautiful. I wish my eyes were gray.
I would trade, i love your pretty brown eyes 🙂
Aww now you’re making me blush <3 I guess brown eyes can be pretty. Thank you Brandon.
Your very welcome. 🙂
Well Liz i got to go, Il talk 2 u ater my lovely friend
Brandon, I love you. You’re very sweet. Have you been talking to girls at your school?
Ok. Bye.
and no not rely, i dnt talk to pretty much any1 t school they all suck
Then don’t bother with them. Me and Anna are always here for you. 🙂
I know
All right then I’ll talk to you later. See ya sweet boy. <3
keep me in your dreams
Alright. <3 Bye 4real now.
I never get to cloud 9 from cutting. Being a heroin addict was the thing for me. I’ve quit now but I know ppl like us are extremely vulnerable to it. Cuz u poke ur arm, watch the blood go in the syringe, n push it in and seriously feel the most amazing rush orgasm ever! But I’ve quit now… I’m worried abouit going back to it eventually
That is unless I kill myself tomorrow. She just told me its over. She was my angel