Begin to be conscious of when you are doing things that you do not like. Then, you can begin to decide to do behaviors that you like. I may be hard at first, but it gets better with time.
Some how u find a way to hang in for the people who love u.
I had to quit living for myself years ago, now I go on because of the commitments I made in my youth.
Sometimes I feel like it’s selfish of them to expect me to keep fighting these demons, but I try to push back those thoughts to keep from resenting them. I believe they love me and want me to be happy, but they never will understand what a struggle it is to open my eyes and face the day.
Don’t know where I’m going with this…
My heart goes out to u, Brandon!
‘Blank stares within the rain, if only you endured my pain. You shall know how much i love you. Despite my feelings of blue.’ I feel the same way. I understand it so well. The pain is not trivial. I’m sorry Brandon for not having the power to help you. All I can ever do for you are the little things. Damn I feel so helpless. All I’m capable of doing is to never stop loving you. Here, I’ll give you my heart until it beats no more. You were the first real friend I ever had.
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Please don’t do this. You can find happiness. You can learn to change behavior that you do not like.
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Begin to be conscious of when you are doing things that you do not like. Then, you can begin to decide to do behaviors that you like. I may be hard at first, but it gets better with time.
Ok, i understand what ur sayin, idk if i have the time ut il try, Thank you
Please keep trying; it really does work.
k il try
brandon. i really wanna kick you in the face. can you honestly say you wont be missed. you and i both know thats a lie. me and liz will. dont do it.
im sorry
fuck
ugh
Fuck it, i wont Forgive me for doing this shit, Im just fucking lost
Please don’t give up hope. You can be found.
Some how u find a way to hang in for the people who love u.
I had to quit living for myself years ago, now I go on because of the commitments I made in my youth.
Sometimes I feel like it’s selfish of them to expect me to keep fighting these demons, but I try to push back those thoughts to keep from resenting them. I believe they love me and want me to be happy, but they never will understand what a struggle it is to open my eyes and face the day.
Don’t know where I’m going with this…
My heart goes out to u, Brandon!
thanks i apreciate it, anna im sory if ur mad at me, if u dont want to talk i understand, im going to lay and stare in the darkness now, cnt sleep
:”( brandon you know just as well as i do i couldnt stand to lose another one of my best friends
‘Blank stares within the rain, if only you endured my pain. You shall know how much i love you. Despite my feelings of blue.’ I feel the same way. I understand it so well. The pain is not trivial. I’m sorry Brandon for not having the power to help you. All I can ever do for you are the little things. Damn I feel so helpless. All I’m capable of doing is to never stop loving you. Here, I’ll give you my heart until it beats no more. You were the first real friend I ever had.