everytime i log in i hit remember me. but when i get back on it doesnt. why wont it fucking remember me. i guess no matter what i fucking do it wont matter. after i kill myself it will be like i was never here. i havnt cut in two weeks…until today. i didnt really cut i just started fucking jabbing at my flesh with the blade not realizing what i was doing until i was done. i should probably go to the hospital…id rather bleed to death.
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What did you do with the blade, and where did you strike.
I remeber back in march i was fuck-holing around with a blade and sliced a vien in my arm.
There was that much blood i had to use a peice of paper from my bag to stop it from bleeding on to the bed.
Anyway a good post 😀
Adn what has been troubling you, why do you want to die?
its sitting on my bathroom sink in a pool of blood. my whole left arm like 2 inches in. i dont like being alone. it drives me insane. i skip school all the time. people there are always fucking with me. i cant have a friend for too long. i end up pushing them away. all i do is hurt them. i really wanna kill someone. my homicidal rage is just as bad as my suicidal one. i wanna fucking die fuck fuck fuck
Serch for Alt.Suicide.Holiday methords.
that doesnt help. im gonna kill myself tonight.
Alright, got any tips before you go?
My heart goes out to you broken!
*start rant*
don’t you just fucking hate it when people tell you you’re not alone. They say, “there are many people which have gone through or are going through the same thing you are!”
FOR THE LOVE GOD IS THAT SUPPOSED TO CHEAR ME UP!!!
I just say, “thanks, just knowing that makes it all better.” (unfortunately u can’t hear the sarcasm in my voice.
*end rant*
you have my support no matter what you decide to do, broken.
@dad- exactly. people say they can relaete to me but just cause you can relate doesnt mean youll fully ever understand me. thanks for your support.
thats true. we are all different. even if the same thing happens to 4 different people, they will react to it differently, one may not care, 2 may just keep a little busy and be ok in a week, and another may never get over it.
That being said; I do hope you’re with us tomorrow!
Being lonely does suck. I would know. just make sure you won’t regret it later.