I didn’t want to hear that, I didn’t want know, but it’s to late, I asked. I already knew the answer and now I have the thought and the image that entails.
I wanna scream, I am trying here but I am by far not out of the woods yet. So yes it does still hurt but I will pretend for you that it doesn’t.
TOO many memories I wish I didn’t have and now I cannot make them go away….      ….