That’s it, I’m finished.
I’m going to hang myself.
I’ll drink and I’ll do drugs before
I’ll even cut myself like I do everyday.
But I swear, I’m gone this time.
5th time lucky I guess.
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could it be the drink/drugs causing you to feel this way? i constantly smoke cannabis and i notice depression and bad thoughts seem to arise when im not stoned as a result of this causing me to smoke more. Obviously you have some problems but maybe the drink/drugs could be making you feel so bad try going to a psychiatrist for anti-depressants they actually work wonders.
Nicola, where are you from?
Yes smoking cannabis effects…like…it releases ‘happy chemicals’, the same chemical that is released when you are happy and exicited without being intoxicated. Anyways the more you smoke, gradually this chemical inside of you becomes weaker and weaker. So…. in the long term you’ll be left unable to really feel..happy..for the happy chemical inside of you has worn out…
something like that… i’m tired =)
plus you lose braincells…the less braincells you have the more primitive you become…
I hardly ever smoke weed, like 4 times. I wasn’t even on about weed and I don’t have a drink/drug problem.
that’s good, what’s going on ?
I’ve explained in old posts
oo i see. I was actually asking what’s up, at the moment.
I have a medical cannabis card for depression.
OoOo it would be wise to keep in mind of what i said up there. For the joy of it comes with a price. Try not to abuse it.
Quite ironic, if you put the pieces together.
You smoke to be undepress, yet, all the while you smoke, you gradually diminish your ability to ‘not be depress’…. it’s like winning the battle but losing the war.
does it make sense ?
and…those Medical Cannabis place…giving you a card just like that because you’re depress… that’s… primitive mAan..
but mhmm hey! Forget what I’m saying and enjoy yourself! It’s…all you can do…i guess.
I must say I was depressed 3-4 years ago then i began smoking cannabis and i became happy once again up until recently however i did abuse this drug to the last, on average i smoke around 3 grams a day (thats the average there have been days where ive consumed over 10 grams) and thats from smoking joints with tobacco if i had the money id be fucked lol.
Anyway without turning this topic into a cannabis topic what is making you upset? i would suggest smoke some to make you happy 🙂