Priest and the matador

to be honest hanging would be the way i’d try now. i mean ideal would be like nitrous oxide or potassium cyanide

yeah i know, i’ve had that, and you get the red marks around, capillaries in my face burst too, like not really noticable unless you were told, but still. yeah i would, well im sure i will do.

it is getting the gas to go with it though, and yeah, certain gases can turn yu different colours, CO will turn you pink, hydrogen solphide turns you green and can disfigure you too. nitrous is the best, why not have a giggle before you go, plus it’s more sweet than co.

thats not bad then, i have just found you can buy it for like £50 online anyway. i didn’t realise that, i may look into that. yeah, i always think, maybe everything isn’t that bad if your last thought, can be a good one

yeah, i can only use what i had, but then i don’t mind spending a bit if it’s easily just delivered, i mean, i wont be using the money after.

oh and heres the first part to the story, i should have put it up before priest and the matador

All the best cowboys have daddy issues

(My father’s sins are out tonight)
(My father’s sins are out tonight)

I haven’t seen him in years
I haven’t seen him in years

(My mother’s sins are out tonight)
(My mother’s sins are out tonight)

I haven’t loved her in years
I haven’t loved her in years

Let’s hear a toast for loneliness (Here’s a toast for loneliness)
Sometimes it just makes so much sense (Sometimes it just makes so much sense)
For every night I drink alone (Every night I drink alone)
I’m happier than I could have ever known (I’m happier than I could have ever known)

(My family sins are out tonight)
(My family sins are out tonight)

My skin is on the run
My skin is on the run

(My private sins are out tonight)
(My private sins are out tonight)

My skin is on the run
My skin is on the run

I’m not waiting
I’m not waiting

Let’s hear a toast for loneliness (Here’s a toast for loneliness)
Sometimes it just makes so much sense (Sometimes it just makes so much sense)
For every night I drink alone (Every night I drink alone)
I’m happier than I could have ever known (I’m happier than I could have ever known)

I’m not waiting
I’m not waiting

I’m betting dreams upon my paper wings
Because flying isn’t just for kings
I take the stairs to the very top floor
I paid the super to leave open the door
A perfect sunset is sinking in the sky
I know my body is ready to fly
I start the countdown backwards from ten
When I reach one my family name will end

Falling down as windows pass I start to cry
And curse the day my parents laid
In a bed of hopelessness where love was made
Please mark my grave “Unknown”

Let’s hear a toast for loneliness (Here’s a toast for loneliness)
Sometimes it just makes so much sense (Sometimes it just makes so much sense)
For every night I drink alone (Every night I drink alone)
I’m happier than I could have ever known (I’m happier than I could have ever known)

Here I lie
Here I lie