I feel completly stupid. I just want to bash my head against the wall till my brains show. I cant beileve i actually believe that. Ugh im so fucking depress that i am ready to go kill myself. Im just want to jump in the river and hoping my death will be fast.(btw i breath differntly like everyone else. i have to take deep breaths just to get oxygen into my lungs. :/. Ugh fuck my life. My best friend in the whole world is dead. It hurts alot v- v. I miss him too much to ever let it go. Every time i think about it i cry. He was the only person i could ever trust and now he is gone. Although he didnt beileve in God i know he is in a better place. i bet he is really happy, while im just stucking in this terrible place ready to drown myself. I really do feel stupid. I thought i could trust them, but i guess i was super wrong. Wrong abut everything and everyone. 🙁 I just dont even know anymore. The only think that could ever make me happy is him. But now im just depress with nothing else left. Pretty soon i just want to say good bye forever.
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I’m terribly sorry about your loss. 🙁
me too :c he died last year and i still cant get over it *cries*
I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better I just don’t know. Just remember he would want you to live happy
if thats ever possible he is the only one who could put a real smile on my face. v- v