… Is it just me?
Am I just losing my mind or
Is it something else?
Everyone just tells me
“You have a life to live”
“You just need to fulfill your potential”
“You’re not working hard enough”
Even my older brother, in his own strange way, is pushing me.
They’re pushing alright…
Pushing me closer and closer to the edge.
I have one step towards the psych ward and the other towards the cemetary.
I hold on for others, but I’m so tired…
Just give me some time to sleep
Help me
Save me
From my downward spiral
Into a neverending pit
I’m scared to live
Scared to die
Scared to fail
But I can’t seem to succeed…
My smile is warm
But my body is cold
I just want a little warmth
I can’t breathe
Something is choking me
I’m dying inside
Save me from my cruel fate
I’m in pain
I feel blood streaming down my side
I can’t hold on any longer
I feel myself slipping
I’m about to fall
Catch me please
Or else I will be lost forever
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My smile is warm
But my body is cold – i know exactly what you mean.
I’m about to fall
Catch me please
Or else I will be lost forever – and again.
thankyou, this was really good to read..
My pleasure. Aw man! My eye is twitching!