Weary and Wary

I want to see the blood

I want to feel the pain

I’m trekking through the mud

I’ve slowly gone insane

And now I just don’t care

It’s crowding in my brain

I’m ripping out my hair

I’m drowning in the pain

My heart has turned to ice

My body is all numb

You think that I’m so nice

But honey you’re just dumb

I feel I’m in a cube

Boxed in from every side

You say it’s a bad mood

So I’ll just go and hide

I peek out from my hole

The darkness keeps me in

The thoughts, they take their toll

There’s no way that I can win

The days are dragging by

The end is creeping near

I’ll leave it with a sigh…

One that you’ll never hear