You hurt me bad.
I don’t know if I can look at you ever again.
Burned your hoodies.
Burned your photos.
Burned you out of my life.
I hope you break your fucking neck.
& I mean it.
You’ve actually destroyed me.
14 months and a virginity wasted.
Thank you very fucking much.
love you too…
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=( =( I’m sorry…..
It’s okay, it’s not your fault I got into the wrong situation again
i know that feeling. although its not me getting into the wrong situation, guess its me responding wrong to the situation
i havnt lost ma virginity yet but most of what you said is how im feeling…i cant stop crying….
I really can’t do this anymore
im thinking you feel sort of how i do, like you wasted your time on someone, by putting what you could in, but them not respondng. a very give and take relationship?
neither can i…im suffering in too much pain…ma heart is achin bad…i went college n came right back home cuz i couldnt stop crying….idk what’s gonna happen to me…
I thought i found something good, someone i could trust
someone who made me put them pills down that time when i wanted to go.
Ive been through so much shit in my life and i honestly thought i had something good.
i ruined this
ive always been fragile
im going to break.
I was with this guy for 1 yr and 3 months and then we get ito a fight on friday cuz i went shoppin for him with ma friends n all…and then he starts callin me **** n all tells me to stay the fuck away from him n all….
Wtf does this mean? so all this time we had meant nuting?? all we’ve been thru was nuting at all?idk how someone can do this…and still can sleep at night….idk why this happened to me..i was in a bad relationship before and i said to myself i wont ever be in a relationship…3 days before i was gonna commite suicide…i meet this guy and he makes me happy…and now he’s makin me suicidle…im dieing in pain…i cant stand it anymore…cant stop crying…im so fuckin lost..idk what i want in life…i dont want a life..everyday i pray to god telling him to kill me…i wish i would die somehow o i wont have to put up with this…but it nvr happens…idk what i did to deserve all this…
I wish i could die so badly.
my attempted rapist got out of prison monday.
Im sorry…most of this people are here cuz they wanna die badly and are attempting.. i wanna die too..but something is holding me bk…and idk what it is…im tryna figure it out…but i just dont know…
i know they are.
i never said they wasn’t
I’m sorry your life is hell Nicola. I would take away your pain, KottonandiiKid’s pain, and bamuel’s pain. Everyone’s. Would you take away my life in return? That’s all I want. I want to burn and watch my ashes dance in the wind. I have a wonderful boyfriend that could take me out of here if I asked. But I feel so lost, even though I know he loves me and that he cares for me. My father left, but he loves me. He lives real far away, and even though he verbally abused me for a long time, I just want him to hold me like he did when I was little. My mom is an alcoholic, and verbally abuses me whenever the chance appears, but I want her to brush the hair from my eyes and wipe the tears from my cheek. I want my dead sister to come back and take me out in her car so we could talk and let go. I want out of here. I dont want guilt, pain, tears…….I’m not bitching or complaining, I just want a better life. Nothing I do is good enough.
“I just wanna be, I just wanna be successful.”
-Trey Songz
I really want things to end..im prayin that 2012 is real i hope we all die…that way most of us can get what we really want…i cant do it anymore…i really cant..im surprised im still here…
I want to meet my dead sister.
I miss her
even though we never met.
Im sorry…=(
its ok
Who wants to come with me to a Suicide Party? You can do whatever you want. Kill those that make you angry, fuck those you want to fuck, blow up buildings, whatever you want. Then afterwards you eat a bullet. My boyfriend came up with this idea. I think it’s genius.
I would love that.
Awesome=) You don’t have to come WITH me, but you should tell all your friends about and have your own Suicide Party. My boyfriend and I are probably going to do that.
was you going out with this “attempted rapist”
no? i was 8 years old…
why did you just say that really patronisingly..