Fatality- a suicidal females poem

Hi all, I know I am not going to be here in life much longer but I want to leave a poem for you all- if you like it I have more. This is my poem called Fatality.

I live a dream,

A fairytale- a fantasy,

Waiting for it to end.

Fatality not far away,

for my every dream dies- falls apart-

collapses and again becomes the inevitable,

to be an aspect of mortality.

And all I want to do is die-

a razorblade, a motorway,

a bridge, rope and pills.

The nether regions- a lighthouse to be saved.

The philanthropist who preaches right from wrong.

I live a thousand beliefs,

the creator and the purpose.

I sleep to eternity to be woken by the Devil.

‘ God is dead’- I am left to rot.

I see the messages on my door.

my walls a prison to be punished.

I am tied up for the deadly sin,

to let the whole world suffer.

I am supposed to save them:

so I have been told.

I believe my master and I see the signs.

I must cure the world,

The only way is to be dead

and then I have achieved my purpose.

Jade

Thank you for reading this- if anyone wants to read more of my poetry let me know. Good luck to all and goodbye.