Forever Love.

I know life isn’t perfect but it isn’t all bad either. I’ve decided not to commit suicide. I have so much to live for and so much to see. Sure, I’ll still post here for awhile because I do have things that go wrong in my life. Don’t we all? Anyway, I don’t know how I started to feel this way or why. But I just do. I still don’t believe in god so he isn’t ‘speaking’ to me and shit. I’ve failed from commiting suicide 3 times so I know I’m not ready to die yet. When I’m 40 or so and I’ve seen most of life, I’ll consider this again. But for now…I’m alive and going.