Okay, so here’s what’s been happening lately.
My best friend, Nicole, told my sister that I spend too much time with my other best friend, Alannah, she said that I apparently ditch everyone for her. And then, of course I should be mad at Nicole, but I tell her I’m not. But, for some stupid reason, instead, Nicole’s mad at me. Cool? Yeah, I know. And so, my friends, Alannah and Jess tell me they’re not taking sides, but on Thursday they were comforting Nicole while she was crying. It doesn’t sound that bad, but the reason Nicole was crying was because she told people I tried to kill myself, and she was upset because those people she’d told had told other people and she still ‘cared’ about me.
Now, you’d expect Jess and Alannah to at least warn me that people were going to find out, but instead they didn’t and I had to find out from someone else what was going on. I kept asking Jess and Alannah, I gave them heaps of chances to tell me, but they didn’t. And when I asked Alannah, and full on confronted her, she said it ‘wasn’t my place’. How do you like that? But apparently it was Nicole’s place to go and tell my secret, and they comforted her, but right now they won’t comfort me, even though I should be the one fucking crying.
I am so fucking sick of this drama between these stupid girls, they don’t know anything about anything.
How do you think I would have felt finding out that everyone knew I tried to kill myself after the whole school knew?
It’s  nice to know you guys aren’t taking sides.
So, here’s the question, Jess and Alannah, while you’re taking Nicole’s side. Who’s taking mine?
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Girls these days are cruel. We all deal with that kind of stuff. Nicole is playing the ‘hurt animal’ meaning the one who cries first is the one people believe. It was/is wrong that your friends did and they should be the one to apologize. I can’t really tell you why they did that but I can say… But, I’m on your side.
I know, girls are the stupidest piece of crap ever, even though I’m one!!!
And thank you, that’s one person on my side out of everyone, including my friends.
Haha, me too! You’re welcome.
That’s so indecent to just go and tell people something like that. She probably just did it for attention. I hope karma get’s to her. I hope everything works out for you. Best of wishes.
gah, it’s one of the reason I never got along with girls as my friends. But then again it’s exactly why I am not very expressive when it comes to my suicidal tendencies or my depression. People can’t keep secrets. No one I know knows I have an account here, and I am keeping it that way. I am definitely on your side, those girls should know better.
Real friends don’t spread around personal stuff to people like that. I am so sorry this happened to you, but in the future you may want to keep things like this under wraps.