Thank You
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Thank you for the words-
It gave the darkness light
I would read through them
Before I slept at night
Because when I read your words
My eyes would shine so bright
They would give me the courage
And the strength to fight
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-vmy19-
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Thank you for the wonderful sentiment vmy.
Your welcome ๐
I know my poetry skills aren’t quite up to your level ๐ lol but I just felt I needed to express how much I’m thankful to you too- words will never be enough.
FTS, I’m really worried about Scooby right now. I’ve managed to not swallow my sleeping meds so I can stay up! I’m scared I might fall asleep or something and not be there if/when he needs me. I’ve never had someone close to me die before. I’m not sure what to do.
Sorry for the rant- scooby, if you’re reading, I’m here for you ok. I really am.
But FTS, if I fall asleep you reckon you can be there for Scooby for me. Sorry for the burden (I know I’m being selfish) but is it possible you could give my hope/love/support to Scooby? I’m gonna try my best to stay awake though but just in case.
Thank you. Again.
@vmy – you’ve just proven your poetry skills to every bit as good as mine if not better ๐
Yes, I am concerned about Scoobs too. Believe me, I am here. For him, for you or anyone else I can help. You two are very close to my heart. Right now, I would do anything, *ANYTHING* to help Scooby. I don’t know what I can do other than be here.
Oh and the first rule in helping others – help yourself first. Without you, there is no “you” to help others. ๐
Thank you FTS, for everything… now and later…
I wish I could save everyone but I know that’s impossible- no one can save everyone, but I wish for it so bad. I wish I could take away the pain of everyone on here. I wish I could bury it; burn it; just get rid of it.
Yeah, I know what you mean about not knowing what to do other than be there. I just hope me being here is enough. I’m giving away alot of hope tonight. And I’m sending your way; Scooby’s way; anyone who needs it way.
I love that helping rule. It’s just- I’m scared it’s gonna take too long for me to help myself so by the time I get around to helping others, all those I wanted to help may be gone.
@vmy – ha… don’t worry, you’ve already helped others. I just meant that you should probably take your meds and get some sleep.
Helping yourself is a life long process. If you’re honest w/ yourself, you never stop trying to help yourself. And in the long run, you are really the only one that can help you.
Just like Scooby is the only one that save himself right now.
“The more sensitive you become to beauty, the more sensitive you are to ugliness. The higher you rise, the lower you can sink.รขโฌย – Silver Birch
“…sunshine is only to be truly appreciated if you have been in the shadows.รขโฌย – Silver Birch
Just a couple of quotes to remind us that there will always be dark times. It’s part of what helps the soul grow to its fruition.
I’m glad I’ve helped others- it helps me help myself (if that makes sense?)
You’re really getting into these Silver Birch readings ๐ I read some of his stuff.. Very wise… Very reassuring. I read those quotes too, I copied them into my journal.
It is 12.47am where I am. Maybe I should sleep? I don’t really like my sleeping meds; bad side-effects =\ but sleep is a good way for my mind to rest and shut up.
Anyways, I’m staying on here till 1, then I’m gonna sleep. It’s a good deal.
@ vmy – yes, that does make sense. To me anyways.
Silver Birch just really hit home to me. I’ve lived everything he says damn near. It just seems to me, to be truth. Especially when you consider who he is, where he’s from and how the earthly side got those quotes. One thing I really like, is that he says pretty much what most religions say about how to live, but unlike all the religions, he says there is no “judgement day”, there is no eternal damnation. There is nothing to fear about crossing over.
Which (and this has always been an issue for me) actually makes you *want* to cross over. I’ve always had an eager anticipation for that, which I think makes me a little more prone to suicide than most.
take care and sleep well. Try to rest as much as you can. Like always, I’ve enjoyed talking with you today (my time).
I like how this comment popped up just one minute before 1 (my time) lol. It’s like I was meant to read it haha.
Yeah, I found that too- Birch and Zammit’s words make dying sound so peaceful and nice. It makes me want it more, but I’m still at a bit unrest over Zammit’s point on suicide. I’ll have to research more into it.
Thanks- I’ll try and get some sleep. I’ve always enjoyed talking with you, scooby and the many others on here ๐
Hope you have a good day.