Please Be Alive
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Please be alive
I’ll miss you so much
Your words of wisdom-
My heart it did touch
I don’t know your name
I may never will
But you are so special
And I hope you are here still
I know life is cruel
It can be so tiring
If I said everything was okay
I would be lying
But things will get better
I promise they will
I’ll be there for you
When you climb that hill
Please be aliveÂ
You are such a good friendÂ
But I can only hope
Right now you’re on the mend
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-vmy19-
(I know it’s not really good but I really do mean it, and I really hope you are still around to read it)
5 comments
Vmy, that’s absolutely beautiful. You make it so hard to die. But the world makes it so easy.
I’m here still. I gave my 24 hr ultimatum to the gods, and I’m curious to see their reply… curious to see if I’m worth a crap enough for them to take time out of their busy schedules to give me a reason to exist. If not, no hard feelings, I’m sure they’re stopping earthquakes or keeping sone distant sun from exploding.
Your poem really is beautiful, so pure and genuine. Just now I tried typing how it makes me feel, but it defies all description, so I deleted it. Good, it makes me feel good. It makes me feel human even though this morning I am anything but human. It reassures me that humanity exists, even though everything I see out my window and on these walls screams the contrary…
I wish I could give you the same reassurance… but oh god I’m too far down… you once talked to me about wanting to recover. There’s not a bone in my body that wants to recover right now.
I believe you that things will get better. But maybe in a different way. I’m already feeling a sense of peace I havent felt in weeks. And your poem is so soothing. I’ve never seen the importance of “last rites” but it’s so wonderful to be with friends at the end. Thanks for giving me that. I can’t describe how powerful it feels.
Scooby, thank you for being here. Thank you so much.
Your 24 hour ultimatum- is it ok if I ask when it ends? I just want to know how much longer I might have to talk with you.
Even if you might find your not worth a crap to the gods, your worth a lot of good to me. And I hope that’s good enough. I really really hope it’s enough. Your worth so much to me- and I’m sure FTS and so many others feel the same way. If you add all our souls together, they’ll be enough vibrations to make one while god/goddess and that god/goddess is going to give you a sign to live.
I’m happy my poem has provided you with some relief. I hope to be with you till the end- whether the end be in the next hours, days, weeks, maybe years- somehow. I just want you to know I’ll always be thinking about you and I hope I take all my wondeful thoughts of you to my own death. I want to always remember you and my friends on here- you’re all so important to me.
If this is indeed your last day, I’m happy you are at peace. A peaceful Death sounds beautiful. But a recovery sounds beautiful too.
I’m about to take my sleeping meds now but I want to still be able to talk! Promise me if you’ll go you’ll put up one last post? Just so I know.
I’d say goodbye but I have a feeling it’s not, so: see you soon.
I’m sending a package of love and hope across the internet; across the world. It’s express post so you’ll get it as soon as I hit “submit comment.” Open it.
@Scooby – last rites are just a ritual that humans have come up with to soothe those that are left here. It *IS* however, very important to have a proper state of mind when you cross over. Be open, don’t let all your earthly pre-conceptions prevent you from seeing the truth.
@Scooby – FTS is right, be open, infact do your research in to NDE’s and Life after Death, Victor Zammitt is a good place to start.
@Biscuit – ha good to finally get the chance to thank you for turning me on to Victor Zammit. You posted about a week ago and mentioned him, so started on my research. Thank you!
@Scooby – hang on bud, don’t just up and end our friendship as soon as it starts (okay, I’m being selfish there). But I’m not sure how to appeal to you in a way that will speak to you enough to not go thru with it.