What if when I die I immediately realise that I was wrong “they” were right and now I am stuck with my decision. I’ve made some bad decsion in my life that this seems so plausibly real. I mean I don’t care what happens when I die because I don’t enjoy being here right now but what if……?
Part of me knows there is nothing but part of me is what if? Life is all about choice, I dont want to be wrong again
“if there was no desire to heal, no embrace to see me through this tedious path I’ve choosen here, I certainly would’ve walked away by now, and I still may”
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Hi. Don’t let mistakes rule your life. Everyone makes them. Even me. Once it got to a point where I was so afraid of doing the wrong thing that I became withdrawn and extremely depressed. Basically I wasn’t living and I was really hurting my self-esteem. I had no will to live. But I came out of that shell and exposed myself to the world, flaws and all. I didn’t care, I wanted to experiance life. I wanted to feel the happiness that people seemed to find on a daily basis. I wanted to fill my empty life with friends, love, and light. Most of all hope. Hang in there.