so there’s my brothers graduation party goin on now and my whole family is over.. i hate it cuz everyone has sumthin good to talk about, how they’re doin good in sports and goin to college and working ect ect.. so what am i supposed to talk about? how depressed i am? how i think differently from all of them? how i dont just go with the flow and be a mindless drone like 90 percent of the people in this world.. when my family ask me whats goin on i mostly just respond by sayin ” nothing much” cuz i dont know what else to say… they make me feel like such a loser.. i fuckin hate family gatherings!!!
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Join the club, luckily at my family reunions there is a lot of alcohol (usually is just a big party). I can usually get a shot or two in and stare at the sky for the rest of the day. (i’m weird. shhh 😉 )
Then stay away. Maybe not as simple as it sounds but eh, it works for me.
I know what you mean! Ive tries out for teams that i didnt want to for my mom and got denied, i make average grades and have nothing to ahow for.