No, I don’t have enough money to fly the kids all over the US.
I don’t have enough to keep paying all of the bills.
And my boss enjoys reviewing my performance and pissing in my face on a regular basis.
I have a gun, why haven’t I stuck it in my mouth?
I’ll figure that one out soon.
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Because you have kids and cannot do that to them. I to don’t have the money to do things or pay the bills but I have my kids and you have yours and that’s all that matters. It will get better….
Thank you for the kind thought. All of my kids are over 25. Most live 100’s of miles away. They have their own lives and familys. I’ve had family members suicide before. Most folks get over it eventually.
Your family may get over it but I will miss you because I genuinely care for everyone on here. <3
dum vivimus, vivamus: Let us live while we live; i.e. Let us enjoy life. <Thank you for sharing that with me. =3
You are wonderful. And thank you reminding me of that which I forgot. I have not been living, but existing.
L’audace, toujour l’audace!
My wife and I are miserable because we are 1000 miles apart. We spent a lot of time on the phone tonight.
Tomorrow I quit my job and start packing.
I have no idea where I will find a job, but we will be together.
You’re welcome sir. Hmm. Another quote! =D “Audacity, always audacity!” Thank you.
=\ Same here. The only times I can ever communicate with my friends is through the internet. I hope that someday I can join them in life for my existence has been empty until I met them. But each day that passes has been getting more difficult to survive.
Again I can only wish you good fortune and may the light from our collective souls lead your way. Take care.
From my perspective, in the short time I’ve known you, you have created a great positive influence in my life. If there is anything I can do to promote your survival and foster your ability to survive I will do so out of love and appreciation. How can I help you through your difficulties?
I am glad for that, to be able to help someone even in the state of nihilism my soul is seemingly trapped in. There isn’t much anyone can do for me. Just by simply acknowledging my existence makes life worthwhile. I thank you for that. Good fortune to you and to everyone. Take care.