I was beaten by va police while already strapped down in a psyche ward at the va, to cover their ass they made up lies and charged me with assault upon my discharge from the va psyche ward,now im caught in the legal system with court ordered mental evaluations this has costed me over ten grand just to stay out of jail over their.lies and the beating.i took along with the whole truth to.confirm im telling the truth is on video at the va. That video will probably never see the light of day the va dont want people to see how they.really.treat their vets. All ties between.my psychiatrist and MD. have been suvvered partly because im scared of going to the va anymore not to mention these people all stick together in their lies I dont think I can trust anyone their anymore. Meanwhile im out of meds,out of any will to live – I went to the va seeking help and instead I get beat up by staff members while im tied down in leather restraints,my life is a nightmare since that day and I wish someone would kill me and finish the job the va started..
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That’s awful…
I don’t even know what to say after that. It makes me so mad that they did that to you…
since yesterday ive thought about how to go on,in spite of all ive suffered at the hands of our corrupt military officials while I was active service and all they did to me while in the VA psyche ward,all it has costed me in every conceivable way. I came to this conclusion – my hatred of those whom did me so wrong is what is draining the life from me.The hatred I nuture and allow to fester inside me is literally eating me alive.i have allowed hatred to dictate my mood and my actions.i came to the end of myself and finally dropped to.my knees and turned to.God in prayer.i asked him how can I be rid of this hate inside me the answer came but it is very hard to accept,forgive them, thats the only way.Help me to forgive them Lord I dont really want to die this way-full of hate.So I asked Him to help me forgive and today has been better than yesterday.I have hope for the first time since I cant remember.Thank you Lord, please continue to help me forgive cuz I dont want to forgive those people-i am unable to do such a thing on my own.Help me Lord!! Thanks for ur response and understanding mercy,i welcome other comments as well.
According to the law of Karma everybody gets what they deserve eventually. Good or bad, it doesn’t matter. The people who wronged you will eventually get what they deserve. Of course that doesn’t make forgiving them any easier…it is hard to just let it go and forgive people who’ve wronged you.
We can’t all be Rambo. Even if you never get them back personally, take comfort knowing that they’ll eventually get whats coming to them.
That’s if you believe there’s any justice in the universe. Best wishes.
jadetrucker,
I am very glad to know that you have hope again, good luck, I know what it is like to hate somebody with every fibre of your being and have that hate tear you apart. God can help us in so many ways. Take care, I believe in you!!