I feel sick and weak and tired. No one wants to talk to me. And if they do, it isn’t because they want to listen to me. I don’t even know why they are doing so. I wish everyone can just leave me alone and let me die or locked me up somewhere and leave me to die. I’m going out of control. I’m going crazy. Real crazy.
Pls don’t tell me to seek help, cause where is help?
Pls don’t tell me I will get better, cause better is what?
Pls don’t tell me I’m a coward, cause I may really surprise you.
Pls don’t tell me to talk, cause all I want to is die.
Pls don’t call me crazy,cause I may really be.
It’s a long night tonight. I used to be scared of jumping. Now I think even that is alright.