I never knew there were sites like this , but I m glad that i found out and read few entries too. I m glad to see that I am not the only freak who thinks they hate life . I was very happy and lucky kid . but in past few years I suddenly stopped talking , lost all my friends, and went away from my family as I cant express to them and have a heart to heart conversation . I just want people to notice me and love me ..I hate that no one will care after I m dead , and what hurt most is that I know no one will remember me or even know that I exist . People says its all planned by god and he want us to be happy and enjoy this life..But what if after sometimes you just get pains,heartbreaks, and cant deal anymore ..See all people happy all around you ..its just ..I want that for my life ..I feel alone , depressed and I cant talk to anyone .Every night I say the same prayer that please god I M DONE END THIS MISERY HERE..but its still not fulfilled . I want to end this life I will but I m waiting for god to do it for me in natural way ..and maybe who knows what happens in 2012 😛
THANKS TO WHOEVER SEE THIS NOTE : )
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hey I pray that same prayer every night, well basically the same thing, not the exact words. I’m not in the same boat as you, but I know what you feel like, I’m sure lots of people do, and there’s plenty of people you can talk to on here, me being one of them, if you want to talk:)
Im with you on the 2012 thing. Asteroids, meteors, tidal waves/tsunamis, earthquakes, fires, floods, pestilence, grasshoppers….. bring it on. Aliens are welcome too.
2012 is a load of bull* LOL 😉 Hi and bye!
Is it? Lol
Yup, yup! 100% No offense to any1. If I’m wrong may the lightning strike me where I stand!
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AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!! xD LOL
I know what you mean. Wake up in the morning, drag yourself through the day, do a lot of things you don’t want to do but have to do, then go to bed exhausted, another wasted day in my life. All for what? In a year we may all be gone. I am trying to get through life as well as I can. Just live until I die.
Life is rubbish, get over it!
I did and now i just live my life, i also see suicide as a valid option.
If you want methords then check out Suicide and Atempted Suicide by Geo Stone.
Download it from the pirate bay, it is a fantastic read.
I am using the plastic bag by the way.