I love her.

I try telling her how I feel and she always thinks I’m bringing her down. That’s not what im doing at all, I don’t wan’t to hurt her I’m tired of it, I wish she we would understand me and understand that I know she’s there for me and I always wan’t to go to her for advice or when I’m feeling alone.. But I don’t think I can do that anymore I just don’t wan’t to say anything serious maybe just a hi or how are you doing. I felt like I was at the top again with her and everything was going to be amazing from there on and then she starts acting different… She stop’s texting me, she always tells me she wants to go to bed or something. Then I panic, I freak out.. So I say and do anything to fix that.. Just gets worst. So now I feel like I’m at the bottom again… Bottom of the mountain and I have to work my way to the top again. I don’t wan’t to upset her anymore… I’ll change I guess.. I don’t wan’t to be here just cause of some girl, I don’t wan’t to be here cause i don’t wan’t to hurt this girl anymore and make
Her feel the way she’s feeling.. I don’t wan’t to be hurt anymore.