I’m 17 and i’m failing lots of my classes in high school. I’m studying for hours ever night and one of my teachers claims I don’t take his class serious. Its grade 11 university math.
For a while I cut my arms and at one point the both had a combined amount of 18 cuts in them. I did this in hopes of someone noticing and talking to me because I have trouble speaking about things that are affecting me. But no one noticed my arms even though I only wear t-shirts.
Also no one loves me or cares about me. Every time I become interested in a girl and start talking to them within two days it seems they get a boyfreind and act like I never exhisted.
I have stolen deadly chemicals from science class and I plan to take them very soon.
To every one who wil never read this and to the people who will read this and pretent to miss me FUCK YOU!
3 comments
people are people
no one cares,
Does life exist if you dont exist? Life is about other people, Its about how you interact with other people. Some people are just born in the wrong place, wrong time with the wrong personality.
How can you focus on something thats suppose to inspire you to enter the workforce. when life is fucked, no-one cares and every day it gets worse.
So you decide to take your life. trust me… even if you die their will be more pain and if you live it will probably get worse unless you make life what you want to be.
If you cant do school now quit, join the army get some experience and some money, decide what you truly want to do. Then get the army to pay for your education, serve a little time, get paid to see the world.
Life doesnt end if you fail school, You can start again even if you do.
theres trades and heaps of stuff you can do, until you can acquire the money to pay for advanced education
sometimes if your failing and you cant recover you have to give up and try again later to achieve maximum score.
Do what you want to do. But try not to waste life. Be happy you even got to go to school, and meet people. Theres still human slaves and starving children. millions and millions of pedophiles.
People like people that make them happy
Apparently he is on the side (Nit3fr3ak) that says, do it but don’t do it and towards the end you can see that they are SCREAMING don’t. I’m here to tell you my opinion, if you do it, have fun, do anything you are scared to fuck the world, and if all else fails don’t let them catch you, I mean you’re going to die anyways, right? Maybe doing all this though will wake you up from your depression, maybe not, what would it hurt? Good Luck.
Try not to hurt innocent people on your way down though.
I know how it feels, i mean dont u just feel used like they just need for until they get soemthing or someone else they will forget about you.. happens to me all the time and it sucks. Dont die just yet, i can make it even for a few more days weeks. you should e-mail me somtime we can talk. its jamielarsen8583@hotmail.com