When will these sufferings end? Religion or God should not be brought to this table. I have been in fear all my life and desperately seeking for answers to solve this matter. I have nothing but pure anger and failure. 47 years of cowardice and deceit. I have fooled myself and people pretending to be someone who I am not! I had enough, I am tired, I am weak and just want to exit. I need to muster courage to finally end my life. Please let me go.
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It’s okay man. I’ll let you go. You can be free from the cruelty of the world. Have you thought over which method you’ll be using? Since courage is what you lack have you researched the painless methods? Like CO, or you could try jumping. But yeah jumping is kinda scary.
Just know that everyone is here. I’ll grip your hand if you want to. I’m just a friendly spirit in cyberspace. Take care.
Nice post Umbra-very cool of you. Best to you. @ trojan, it’s a mystery most difficult to understand. Religion isn’t made by God….and it confuses a lot of people. Guilt/shame….nonsense. You have done your best, go easy on yourself. Good luck.
CO?
CO = carbon monoxide.