Thats how i feel right now weak. Im not strong like i used to be. I feel so weak i could be sick. Its not sane. Its not at all. Im starting to give up eating cause i dont have the strength to pick up a fork. I weight 113 pounds and i still feels fat. I probably wont eat tomorrow. Who knows what might enter mine mouth the next day. I dont eat breakfast. I barely eat lunch. And im starting to lose the feeling of eating dinner. What is wrong with me? Why has my eating habits change. I get in trouble for sleeping so long. Not my fault i stay up. Not my fault i cant go to sleep. It takes me over five minutes just to go to sleep. I have trouble sleeping okay. I feel even weaker typing this. Im lucky i am able to finish this. Please someone anyone anything! Just put my life to and end.
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plz dnt. Ur life is good compaired to mine 🙁 u still have a chance… look ur skinnyy.. most girls out here ( no offence) weigh about 150 and i say girls becuz they try to be skinny. not eating will only make u fatter, not tht u r, but plz eat… eat for every bad thing thts happened in ur life….. and i want u to starv ur self every good moment… i say this cuz most people i meet on here cant think of one good thing… and crap likee tht (: so plz eat
113? i feel fat. I know people say im skinny. But i know im fat. I dont like eating(if its not rice) i can go mostly a whole day with barely any food cause i always feel full. I got yell at at my mom cause i refused to eat something(that was not to long ago) but know she doesnt worry about it. All i want to do is lose weight and actually feel happy about my body :/.
If you feel happy about it then why r uu doing thid to it? =/
Hey if you’re fat at 113 then I’m gigantic at 120! =P I’m right there with you. I used to suffer from anorexia nervosa 2 yrs ago. I’m losing weight the healthy way now. Eat three times a day and exercise regularly. That’s the way to burn fat. Starving yourself delivers fast results but you’ll only gain back twice as much. So try to eat. Not fatty foods but you can indulge on sweets once every week. Eat healthy, nutritious food. Like veggies, fish, fruit, yeah.
i never feel happy i can bust into tears right to let you see how hard it is to be like this. I could never be happy about it. Why im doing this? I dont know i just dont know. I have change a lot over the months. I would eat less or not at all. I just feel like vomiting the food that is on my stomach. But i wont.
You don’t have to prove your pain to me. I believe you. Bcuz I’ve been through it as well. Now our pain may not be 100% identical but just know I understand bits of it.
Maybe you’re doing it to feel perfect so the world can accept you or at least for your own self to accept every part of who you are, the stuff that feels ‘wrong’, to be able to see it as acceptable. Hey if it makes you feel better I accept you. I don’t think you’re fat. 113 is an adorable weight. =3
im not trying to be perfect. the world will reject me anyways. No need to try. Im doing this cause i just have a problem. I dont want to gain it all back. I rather slowly stave to death than live another day. I really dont know whats wrong with me. I dont want to go to a doctor to tell me whats wrong. Im just wasting his/ her time. Like i said im getting weak. I havent seen strength in the past week. Really… im not the person who eats three times a day. I usually refused to eat breakfast or dinner. I do know is that sometimes it annoys my mom that i dont eat. :/ Oh well
Ooh I’m sorry there. I wasn’t assuming that about you. I said MAYBE lol. =P
eeh :/ no matter what i do i will never be happy about myself. but there is no need to apologies.
Same here. Personally I wanna go down to 100lbs. =\ Be a perfect little doll.
-.- Eh it seems like an unrealistic goal but let’s cross our fingers and hope we’ll get what we want so we can be happy if even for a second. Take care. =)
*nods* yea thats what i want to get around 100 lbs or less and same to you take care /)x (\
Okay. *high five!* Lil buddy we’ll reach our goals! U got a headstart on me since ur already 113. (^^)v Peace!
lolz yea indeed woooh ^- ^
Haha yes INDEED! I like that face > ^- ^ LOL I stole it from you bcuz I got addicted to it. Check this out! (-‿ – ) Wooh back at ya!
Wow no meaning to bud in the convo but girl FAT?!far from fat!there people in the 200lbs. You my friend are NOT fat
The only way you could possibly be fat at 113 pounds is if you were a two-year-old.
Also, there are foods you can eat that will make you feel happy, and there are lots of healthy ways to lose weight. As Umbra_Artist said, eating nutritiously and exercising can help, both with weight and with your moods, as the better you eat, the better you feel, and exercising elevates moods. Thirdly, it is also true that you gain weight back twice as hard, because your body thinks, “Oh, no, I’m starving, I need to pack on fat so I can feed myself if I ever starve again!”
Like most of the stuff we suicidal might have to deal with, eating disorders don’t help problems, they create more of them. Take care, you are perfect just the way you are 🙂 ♥♥