Cheese and dairy

I might be lactose intolerant or something. Reading these posts is bad to me just makes me depressed and I’m halfway to normal 30 minutes till it’s 3:00 anyways my stomache aches a lil and I feel a lil gassy I cringe at the thought of the enchiladas (tortilla with cheese and salsa) because of the stupid chees i hate the stuff. Milk I’m sort of okay with but cheese ugh it’s aged fungus on the milky shit. I feel it’s harder to breath but it may be my stupidity making me forget to take a breath… I have mucus in my throat. Don’t know how to spit it out but stupid cheese made there be more of it. Ugh it’s disgusting. How do people sniff up their boogers phlegm and mucus back up their nose and down their throat it’s disgusting. I have problems, making me special like everyone else on this stupid planet. Why doesnt everyone just give their chees to mice. I feel like I’m going to burp and accidentally puke the cheese out I wanna puke it out it’s nasty. I don’t think I wanna eat pizza ever again I can only eat 2 slices before feeling full and disgusted… Ugh I keep shivering in disgust. I have a nasty feeling round my chest cuz of that damn cheese. What is it that causes me to hate the taste of cheese. Mayebe its a conspiracy or it’s just so salty and nasty I’m always dehydrated cuz I can’t drink a lot of water especially since it doesn’t go down my throat if I burp some of it comes up. This is a disgusting and hateful post against cheeses and dairy products and my own insecurity causing me to despise cheese. Maybe it’s a suppressed childhood memory thanks to my dad or something… Fuck… Goodnight… Comment about it or something…. Fucking cheesy piece of fungus shit… 317 words. Wow I passed that I hate this fucking planet I need that grenade, gun, noose, knife, helium hood, pills, alcohol, cyanide, anything to fucking kill me. I love how the the mentalist smiles randomly. I try doing that it makes me feel a tiny bit better and smarter idk why *random fake smile and then normal discontent face ugh then shiver in disgust and disgusted face ugh*