im damion ive had a problem with meth and heroin since i was 12 im 16 now and finally sober for over 100 days but the drugs left me in a horrible depression and i have girl troubles i think really bad about my self and i have been thinking that suicide seems like a great option lately i cant get it out of my head and it sucks many of my friends have overdosed and died because of drugs and it hurts the drugs numbed that hurt but now im feeling it and i sucks i know i should just deal with it but i want to get high so bad but i wont because ive already put my family through so much and killing myself wouldnt make anything better for anyone accept me i dont know what to do i want to get high i think a girl would make me feel so much better and give me something to live for and i know i have lots to live for but i cant see it ive asked my parents to take me to doctors because i hate having to go through this everyday and it just gets worse i truly just want to end to not feel this pain im going through and talking about it doesnt help suicide is really stupid and i know it but i just dont know anymore
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Email me If you want. I’m 16 and can relate with re whole drug thing. brokenburden94 @ hotmail dot com. No spaces
Been there done that I have 84 days sober… Sobriety is like a roller coaster with ups and downs… In my using day.. like you.. drugs would numb the feelings for me… and now that I am not using the feelings come to the surface… i was faced with the question of what to do with them… if you are in NA or AA you know that a higher power has alot to do with the program of sobriety… I write alot it helps me to see the emotion and see where it is coming from… then i ask my creator to remove that from me and I destroy the letter… if you are like me I was taught incorrectly how to deal with emotions… i had to learn from trial and error… when we sit in our depression we get comfortable… when we make a choice to give up our depression our only choice is to let joy and happiness into our lives… that can be scary but well worth it
Hi there! I’m not experienced with the whole heroin/meth thing, but I’ve seen some close friends and family members go through it all. If you want to talk or something, you can text or email.
4846519899
kiwiiskye@ yahoo. com 🙂
(I’m 17)