I feel like i missed my opportunity to do it. And i can honestly say im glad. I do have those days where i want to kill myself and ive had alot of those days this summer but, what this summer has taught me is that i am loved and that i can have a bright and wonderful future if I chose to. I have to realize that i can do anything that i want all i have to do is try. I know im not better but im trying. Because i want to make something of my life. I know im going to get suicidal thoughs now and again, but the fact that i made it through the toughest summer of my life with out giving into the urge to cut myself says alot. I want to show people that i can be something not just some sad person who doesnt care anymore.
Anyways i know this isnt really a sad post but i just had to type my feelings out because for once in a really long time ive been happy all day and havent cried.
Thanks for reading.
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Thankyou for sharing and having hope. And you are right, there are ups and downs and to an extent you can have control over this. Stay gold, because you are.