Supress or Depress :L

Depression is what i feel right now. Who knew people cant see through my fake mask and emotions. Even when i tell them it seems like its not important. Im just going to hide hide deep into my emotions. I wish my sister wasnt home so i can go hang from a tree. I dont care who i break. Although this wont slove anything at least i wont be here anymore. At least i dont have to go to school much longer. See anyone whom i have gracefully hurt. I dont hav to worry about anything anymore. My life is pointless. I dont deserve anyone or their presence. Im lucky i even have any friends. No matter how much i get sent to the guidence office my thoughts will never change. I will die with my hands and equiment only. :L