Those Moments of Sorrow and Fear

  September 15th, 2011 by SuicideThoughts

You know those days where you feel so mentally and physically exhausted? Those days where you try to get up but just fall back down, those days when you cry until you can’t cry anymore, and run out of breath and gasp for air, the moments you feel like nobody cares, no mercy, no love. the days that go by while you think, how do I take my life away? But something stops you, it fails or you just can’t do it, I know I couldn’t. I thought maybe there’s someone out there who will be my hero someday. I know it’s cliche, but that’s me. Its those days where you hit rock bottom and you feel overwhelmed and out of energy, so lifeless and small, but there’s always something better that lies ahead, people always tell me. Is there really? How much longer will I have to wait? Years? Decades? No one ever said life gets better fast. Just, life gets better. Yeah, maybe after going through another 20 years of misery. They never tell you that. And I don’t know, maybe it’s different for everyone. Sorry this was so long and random, just throwing my thoughts out there:/

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