of course you can, you can get through anything as long as you have the will to do so. Obviously you want to or you wouldn’t be here asking for help so you will get through it. So what is the “this” we are talking about do you want to go into greater detail?
i am self harming, bulimic and suicidal. my life pretty much couldnt get any worse. i live with the pain of losing my parents. my brothers a dick and i cant handle it anymore
ah yea I read your profile so I figured some of that, ok you are 19 you lost your parents way to young. Both to cancer ouch that is especially hard watching someone you love die of cancer its a slow painful way to go. That by the end robs a person of all their dignity. Really sorry for your losses. Bulimia I really don’t have much experience with eating disorders but is all of this stuff that started after your parents died? If your brother is so bad isn’t there anyone else you could turn to you are 19 so you could move out assuming you have somewhere better you could go.
watching them leave me slowly killed off parts of my soul but even before they passed i always felt the need to be perfect because of family and cutural expectations.
hes the only family i have in the country and i love him – i do. he just dosent get that im hurting right now
Perfection doesn’t really exist in this world, if that is your goal you will always be disappointed. Should set easier goals like just finding reasons to be happy sometimes. Well if you love your brother and most likely he loves you, even if he doesn’t understand why you hurt, he will still want to help you. If he is your only family in the country then I guess the reverse is true you are all the family he has as well. That alone should give you guys a closer bond. Why does he not get that you are hurting, does he know about the bulimia the self harming and all that?
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Ill talk to you do you have an email, yahoo or msn messenger?
my email is madelenesophia.lombardo@gmail.com
hello Madeline nice to meet you, whatcha need to talk about?
i need to know i can get through this..
of course you can, you can get through anything as long as you have the will to do so. Obviously you want to or you wouldn’t be here asking for help so you will get through it. So what is the “this” we are talking about do you want to go into greater detail?
i am self harming, bulimic and suicidal. my life pretty much couldnt get any worse. i live with the pain of losing my parents. my brothers a dick and i cant handle it anymore
ah yea I read your profile so I figured some of that, ok you are 19 you lost your parents way to young. Both to cancer ouch that is especially hard watching someone you love die of cancer its a slow painful way to go. That by the end robs a person of all their dignity. Really sorry for your losses. Bulimia I really don’t have much experience with eating disorders but is all of this stuff that started after your parents died? If your brother is so bad isn’t there anyone else you could turn to you are 19 so you could move out assuming you have somewhere better you could go.
watching them leave me slowly killed off parts of my soul but even before they passed i always felt the need to be perfect because of family and cutural expectations.
hes the only family i have in the country and i love him – i do. he just dosent get that im hurting right now
Perfection doesn’t really exist in this world, if that is your goal you will always be disappointed. Should set easier goals like just finding reasons to be happy sometimes. Well if you love your brother and most likely he loves you, even if he doesn’t understand why you hurt, he will still want to help you. If he is your only family in the country then I guess the reverse is true you are all the family he has as well. That alone should give you guys a closer bond. Why does he not get that you are hurting, does he know about the bulimia the self harming and all that?
no he doesnt know because im too scared to tell him
can we talk on gmail chat its easier..
yea sure gmail chat is fine