Quote from this thing i wrote about my beliefs on my computer:
‘Sometimes i’m wondering though, if this is all just an alien experiment and everyone else is in on it and i’m the only ‘human’ here. Maybe i created this world with my mind and it’s all in my head, maybe i’ll find out when i’m dead.’
Goodbye
Anyone get the hint?
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yo bro wut up’
Damn it I’ll be a raging hypocrite don’t do it..
i don’t get it?
i’m scared and excited at the same time
i shoulda gone back in summer, then i got into a manic state, then slowly i drifted back to depression, not quite suicidal yet but i might as well, right
we all die one day anyway
@cws971
title: will i find out?
end of quite: ‘maybe i’ll find out when i’m dead’
end of post: ‘goodbye’
get it now?
you still wanna end it eh? …I got 2 weeks till decide if il be here or not. soon will be doing 2 months in jail, I always said to ppl, I will never go back to jail I will kill my self.
Don’t kill yourself. I’m being a hypocrite but you shouldn’t do it
@cws971
i’d kill myself too if i was going to jail, no bout
@kno1
it’s really not that i wanna live, well part of it is, but i don’t wanna be a human, i don’t wanna live on this earth ’cause we fucked it up with all this manmade shit, i’m so ashamed of being a human
that’s why i don’t wanna belong here
and why i don’t wanna live
i’m a major emetophobe (phobia of puking/feeling sick)
and to anyone, don’t tell me the phobia thing is not a reason to die and it’s ridiculous, you’d understand if you were in my shoes
it’s not really that i don’t wanna live*
Humanity sucks and as someone with social anxiety(or as it is sometime referred too social phobia) I understand how terrible and debilitating a phobia can be. I just feel you should give life another chance.
i want to, but i’m too scared of living
Death is pretty scary too how old are you?
yeah i know, that’s why i’ll be on pills when doing it
17
i know i’m young, i have much to live for, whatever, whatever
i can’t go to school or work because i have mental issues
i can’t get the help i need ’cause i’m only 17
i cba waiting ’till next year to get help, months of just being scared
i don’t want that, so i decided to end it
17 years is not enough time to know if you want to die. It is the perfect time for a life change. I’d also theorize that doing pills with any regularity at such a young age can alter your mind state and decision making for the worse.
At least give yourself a chance to be helped.
i’ve tried to find help but they say ‘i’m too young’ and shit
i know doing pills and shit ain’t good for me, gets my mind of suicide though so
Who said you were too young and what pills are you taking? You could be exacerbating your issues.
what’s exacerbating? exaggerating?
the psych people
zopiclone, nothing hardcore, but they make me euphoric and i forget about suicide, depression and shit
To exacerbate is to make things worse. I’ve never heard of the drug.
ah yeah, maybe, idk
they’re sleeping pills, for insomnia so they don’t really get you tired, but when you take them and you lie down for a while, you’ll fall asleep
it’s a benzo analog
Yea I just googled them. Lunesta is the brand name. I know a girl who tried to kill herself with those it didn’t work…They are also apparently addictive and honestly the abuse of drugs set a bad precedent. I had counseling when I was under 18 I’m not sure what quack said you were too young.
lunesta is eszopiclone, idk what the difference is though, imovane is zopiclone
yeah they’re addictive
overdosing on them rarely leads to death unless you take a shit load, but if mixed with other cns depressants, you could easily die from overdosing
yeah i know it does, but they make me feel good
at least i ain’t doing heroin and shit
Yea but people start with soft stuff and move up.
nah it’s a personal choice to start doing hard drugs
i wouldn’t fuck with heroin or any of that shit
Yea but depression and a predisposition for drug use often leads to bad choices. Especially drug use @ a young age.
yeah i know
i’m well educated about drugs so i doubt i’ll fuck up with them
That’s why you need to find a teen counselor.
yeah i guess