This is one side of me…

I figured it out, I have at lest three sides to me. In my mind, I have three little voices in my head. And at random times, one is louder than the others. Well right now is the side that wants to die, but won’t let my self do it. Other times it’s the happy me. The me I like. I’m happy when I’m around people more. The third side, oh god, is the side that gets louder at night…
Well I’m going to try a few more things to help get me outta this personal hell I’ve created for my self. I’m going to a Indepented Education program. That should help. I will get time to my self. I’m not telling any one from school that I’m going, im gonna just dissapear from their lives for a few months. And in my free time, that Imma have a lot of, I’m gonna put all this craziness on paper. I’m gonna write stories. I don’t think they’ll be any good, but it’s a way to vent right? I hope this works. Other wise the third voice is gonna get so much louder.