ive thaught alot.. like i always do .. honestly.. all the times .. they hurt me.. all those men that took me for advantage.. its not me.. its not my fault.. i may have walked the bridge but i didnt jump.. they pushed me.. they should fall not me.. FUCK THEM .. LYING FUCKING IGNORANT STUPID PERVERTED.. NO GOOD IDIOTS…THEY SHOULD ALL GO TO FUCKING HELL FOR MAKING ME FEEL THIS.. because … i did nothing rong i was just looking for somone to tell me i was beutiful and amazing.. i cant die over them.. i still hav so many years to live .. but you know what… i have to stop being sorry for me.. everone hurts there is no such thing as happy.. unless you practecly kill yourself to be so.. the only true happy ones are the ones that are numb .. the brave ones .. the ones that live through it.. people that .. never have any problems .. will never really be happy.. becuse .. there gonna break a nail someday .. and fall apart.. stupid problems they have in movies arnt the real thing.. honestly why give  up if ive made it this far… they robbed me .. but you know what they left me with? myself.. and now… anything .. im ready for it all.. i can survive..  the one thing knobody can ever take from me is myself.. and its not my birden to carry.. there the ones that will pay.. good things happen to good people.. bad things happen to bad people.. why would sompthing bad happen to me… unless it was important..
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I will say that bad things happen to good people..the bad people in this world should be paying but it seems that we pay for them…I will not judge..for I’m not God..God will take care of it..only trust in him.
the ultimate revenge is when you persevere and you succeed and you show everyone they were wrong.
i guess the part that stops my trying efforts for me is….does it matter anyway? I used to believe in a god, until I became disillusioned. the lack of an afterlife just makes it so much more hopeless for me.
You are beautiful! and maybe the bad things happen to us good people because after this life ends, we will be the cream of the crop. maybe we are the GOLD of this world, and we have to be tested in fire. or maybe we have to have bad moments to make us appreciate the good ones even more. I dont know the answer, but I do know that we are here. I just realized yesterday that im not alone. I never knew that other people felt this deeply. had pain the way that i do. i dont want u guys to hurt, not at all! but it helps me to know that u understand me and what i feel when nobody else can. i love, and i pray that we get through this TOGETHER
I wish that people got punished for whatever bad they did as soon as they did it in exactly the way they caused it.
Yet we are even too weak as a species to punish rapists, murderers, pedophiles, and thieves harshly enough so others would think twice.
And as for the gods, if they exist they are not worth the excrement from my derriere.