I dont like this so called life

Hi…im new here..16 yr old F. Turning 17 in a month, been having this account, never really went on here, just to browse…ive been hiding secrets and been trying to talk to people, so far ists not helping me, dealing with my parents, and my school, and everything else, its just me & my mother now. My dad barely visit us because of his girlfriend and the baby. I dont know if i can handle much more, i just dont want to express too much in here because im scared of what other thinks of me